you know when ur sweater gets so wet that the dark print on it seems to become light? that’s how bad he rain is in amsterdam right now. confession: i had this great idea of what to write in connection to my night with 77, jamie, laura and kjell but it took me about 25 minutes to get online so i forgot cause i’m too drunk.however, it was all good stuff, the big smile kinda thing. i do remember malcolm refusing to go outside because of the rain while i was standing in it as an idiot trying to convince him.no dice. fuck, another good piece of little storytelling lost.how annoying. I sound like a cnn reporter waiting for airforce one, with nothing to report, wasting your time. sorry ’bout that. i meant well. plan for now:play shitmat, cause i ‘m angry(for no reason at all) but i think i should chill out,so i hope they will do it for me, they always do. oh,also…we bought a house. we love it. triple yay for our life. and i love kelli.extra yay.